PISS SHIT FUCK DAMN

you can bet i’m properly fucked off right about now.

of all the people to run into on the street on my way home.
and of all the stupid things to do but to walk alongside.
and of all the frightening things to avoid doing for sake of properness.
and of all the questions to not bother asking.

and to leave at a street corner and rush away, turning back to see them, once again, having tried to follow along but giving up and turning back. maybe i just didn’t hear the yelling. or maybe it was someone else.

“maybe your headphones ruined your life tonight,” says a friend.

within two hours of that, the headphones break. no longer working.

but like i was saying, i am properly fucked off by this point.

how pathetic is it that i make the same wish every time i notice 11:11? if i knew the wish was only going to apply for such a short period of time, i wouldn’t have bothered.

yeah yeah, love is war. but lust is the first invasion when things are at their worst.

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